
I am hoping to build a community of support for mothers who, like me, have experienced the unimaginable loss of a child. When I lost my son, Zach, at 16, I felt completely lost. Now, I’m on a mission to show other moms that there is hope, faith, and love, even in the darkest moments.
Tangled Grief: Joy in the Brokenness
is a nonprofit resource to mommas who have lost a child
This retreat isn’t just a beautiful space —it’s a new start. Together, we’ll find strength, hope, and healing as we walk through grief alongside others who understand.

A gift of sponsorships to cover flights, accommodations, meals, and activities for a grieving mother.
We need Bibles, journals, snacks, and thoughtful gifts to remind these moms they are loved.
If you have a gift to share—like photography, massage therapy, music, or prayer—we would love for you to offer your talents.
Help fund group outings and meals, bringing moments of joy to their healing journey.
Our goal is to offer love and support to these mothers ... and to make a lasting difference in their lives. If you are called to offer a specific contribution, be it volunteer work, letters of support, or a monetary donation, we are grateful.
Robert Jackson Cole • Steve Hicks • Kathy Maxwell • Carousel30A

Hi, I'm Julie Spears.
After losing my son, Zachary, I spent years learning not only how grief changes our hearts, but how it affects the body, the nervous system, our relationships, and our faith.
Today, I combine that lived experience with trauma-informed education to create retreats and coaching experiences for mothers living after child loss.
These aren't retreats where you'll be asked to "move on" or leave your grief at the door. They're spaces where you can simply come as you are, connect with other mothers who understand, and take one gentle step at a time.
If you're here, I want you to know you're not alone. I'd be honored to walk beside you.
Love,
Julie
Thank you from the bottom of my heart for your support.
PAST RETREAT ATTENDEE
Please fill out the form below to let us know how you would like to contribute, and I will be in touch! Again, thank you from the bottom of my heart for your support.
Tangled Grief Retreats is a 501(c)(3) organization dedicated to giving back to mommas who have lost a child.
If you need any assistance with registering or want to explore sponsorship options, please contact us at [email protected].
©Tangled Grief Retreats, Julie Spears. All rights reserved. Terms of Use and Privacy Policy.